Archive for January, 2013

What Have I Gotten Myself Into?

I keep clicking the refresh button, even though I know it will be a week before I get the revisions back. It hasn’t even been 24-hours yet. I’m excited, but also nervous and scared. This is the first time that I know of that the words that I have written are being sent to someone as big as this. They’re with an agent in NY to be torn apart and sent back to me, and a rejection letter isn’t following.

Fifteen pages a week, send them to the agent, he tears them apart, sends it back to me, and I have to put everything back together, except better this time.

What a nightmare.

What an adventure.

This is going to be awesome.

What have I gotten myself into?

I’m not signed with the agent or anything, he’s just going to be tearing apart critiquing my novel. This novel will definitely be amazing, and through writing this I have gotten over my writers block that I had with The Enemy, and I’ve started back writing that again.

So not only do I have the pressure of knowing that one thing I’m writing is going to be read by a NY agent and critiqued and I have to revise what he tells me to, I also have to write a sequel to another novel that satisfies not only fans, but that I am satisfied with.

What have I gotten myself into?

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